Time clears the mind, things worked out. I love that I have the support of you all, but I don't feel right having that previous post here anymore so I deleted it. Thank you all for your kind words, you support and your advice, it means a lot and I really appreciate it.... now on with happier times :)
Had a BRILLIANT day today! Met up with some friends, had a brilliant time and got a bit of scrapping in there too. And I have finished my shopping spree. Might share pics later.